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♕ Chibi ([personal profile] chibichan) wrote2010-07-07 03:33 pm

no guys, this is not an hallucination

GUYS I'M BAAAAAAAACK! YES I AM ALIVEEEEEEEE!

Gawd, what a LONG hiatus. I have been very, very, very, very busy with very important final high school exams that I kinda need to pass so I can go to university this year. You have no idea how much stressed and busy I've been during these months. I knew they were going to be stressful and all, but I didn't expect them to be so stressful. Seriously, at one point in May I thought I was going crazy.

I was finished with all my exams exactly on June 30, which is a week ago. So yeah, June was spent revising rather than relaxing. Bu that's okay now, because I can finally say that...

HIGH SCHOOL IS OVER FOREVER!!!

Can you believe it?! :D I won't be complaining about school anymore (in fact, this is the last time I will be using the tag 'school'), I won't need to study 15 subjects anymore, I won't have to put up with stupid teachers and annoying people anymore (well, at least I won't be forced to 'because we are in the same class' or stupid stuff like that)... IT'S OVER.

I seriously can't believe it. I've been waiting for this moment the whole year and now I... can't quite realize I'm free and that everything is over.

That school... I've spent 5 years there. 6 days a week, from 8 in the morning till 6 in the evening every day (well, except Saturdays) for 5 years. That school, it... took away many things from me, but it also gave me something special, something that another school could have never given me. The trips, the exchanges, the new experiences, the things that made me grow up, the things that made me cry, the things that made me angry and those things that made me laugh like crazy. I've met both bad and good people there. I mean, it's... it's weird to know that I won't have to go to that school anymore. I feel happy and relieved, but at the same time, I feel... kinda melancholy. I mean, it's understandable. I spent more time at school than at home during these 5 years. That school had become... my second home, in a way. So leaving that school is like leaving a place that has been my home for 5 years. I'm happy and sad at the same time. It's a strange feeling.

Lots of stuff happened during these months. The Americans from our exchange last year came here for 10 days and we had lots of fun. I did go to Sicily in the end with the theatre group and... I kinda wish I didn't, especially when we were stuck there because of the volcano in Iceland. Then my little cat was seriously ill to the point where she nearly died, but we managed to save her in time. And then, well, just the usual - school getting in the way of free time and teachers stressing us about exams and exams being... well, exams.

I think I'll stop here for today. This is just a post to celebrate me graduating from high school. I'll know the final results of my exams on July 10. According to my calculations, my final score should be around 75-85 out of 100. Either way, I'm really pleased with my exams. :D

Oh, and by the way... I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH GUYS!! ♥ ;_; *clings to everyone* Now that summer vacation has finally started, you'll definitely hear from me more! Love you all! ♥
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[personal profile] falkner 2010-07-07 02:14 pm (UTC)(link)
/si attacca alla Chibi

Waaa, mi sei mancataaaaa

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
/massive glompage

Anche tuuuuuuu ;_; /clings
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[personal profile] whichwanderer 2010-07-07 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU BACK BB. ♥

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:10 am (UTC)(link)
THANKS, DEAR! ♥ IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK.

[identity profile] kanki-yamato.livejournal.com 2010-07-07 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Ci sei mancata tanto anche tu!!!!!>___< *hugs* Anche se ammetto di non essere molto attiva su LJ in questi giorni!XD

Cmq congratulazioni per aver finito le superiori!!!!!=D

Conosco il tipo di sensazione,ci passano tutti prima o poi! Buona fortuna per il tuo futuro universitario qualunque esso sia!=3

Sono contenta di sapere che la tua piccola micia si è salvata!>_

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:18 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs back* Ah, non ti preoccupare, io ormai sono diventata campionessa di hiatus! XD

Grazie, sono così felice!! :D Per il mio futuro universitario pensavo di studiare giurisprudenza, ma non so ancora dove, ma sto progettando di studiare all'estero! :3

Guarda, abbiamo preso tutti un grande spavento! Ha dovuto pure fare un'operazione alla pancia, poverina! Alla fine siamo stati praticamente noi a salvarla perché abbiamo spronato i medici a fare una radioscopia e capire che cosa avesse una volta per tutte... altrimenti non credo che gliel'avrebbero fatta! >_< Ogni volta che ci penso mi viene da spaccare un piatto in faccia a qualcuno! Cmq per adesso sta bene e questo è l'importante. ♥

[identity profile] kanki-yamato.livejournal.com 2010-07-11 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok,allora sono più tranquilla ora...XD

Wow!Giurisprudenza!Addirittura all'estero!=D Sai già dove o devi ancora deciderlo?=3

Poverina,sn felice che ora stia molto meglio! E menomale che avete insistito!!!Cmq meglio guardare il lato positivo e sapere che ora è sana e salva!

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-11 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Sì, beh, ho deciso di studiare giurisprudenza per combattere le ingiustizie che succedono nel mondo. Magari è un pensiero un po' infantile, ma è quello che voglio fare nella vita!

Penso di andare a studiare in Gran Bretagna, così magari riesco a perfezionare l'inglese! :3 Ci sono delle università che offrono delle borse di studio e ci sono molte facilitazioni per gli studenti internazionali. Prima devo guardarmi bene i corsi e le università, poi devo mandare le domande di iscrizione e aspettare le risposte! Inoltre i miei sarebbero felicissimi se andassi all'estero, quindi... non mi resta che tentare! =D

[identity profile] nekoi-echizen.livejournal.com 2010-07-07 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Congratulazioni e ben tornata!**

Mi sei mancata un sacco!ç_ç *glomp*

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:19 am (UTC)(link)
Grazie, cara! ♥ *glomps*

Anche tu mi sei mancata tanto! ;_; *glomps again*

[identity profile] nekoi-echizen.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:34 am (UTC)(link)
Finalmente ti sei liberata della scuola superiore!*_*/ Anche se ora dovrebbe iniziare la vita universitaria che non è meno incasinata!*_*;;

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
Yup! *_* Beh, con gli orari che facevo alle superiori, credo di essere pronta ad affrontare l'università! XD Poi lì almeno studierò qualcosa che mi piace! *_*

[identity profile] nekoi-echizen.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
YEH! That's the spirit!*w*b In bocca al lupo, ma ora goditi l'estate!;3

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:48 am (UTC)(link)
Grazie, lo farò! *w* Anche se parte della mia estate sarà caratterizzata anche dalle visite alle università per decidere dove andare! XD

[identity profile] kirikaito.livejournal.com 2010-07-07 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Welcome back dear! Congrats on finishing your exams; enjoy your summer much :)

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I still can't believe it, but this will be my first summer without having to think about school or summer homework. I will make sure to enjoy every minute of it! :D

[identity profile] mist-ball.livejournal.com 2010-07-08 10:22 am (UTC)(link)
I really love your post! I can't wait to get out of high school too (it's like five and a half more months to go! >_<;), sincerely, and I have those BIG, MAJOR exams too! ♥ Well, congratulations to you and it's glad to have you back! <333 *hugs tight and never lets go* I guess now's my turn to get busy. xD

[identity profile] chibichan.livejournal.com 2010-07-09 11:26 am (UTC)(link)
Haha, thanks! It's all sparkly and shiny~! :D Awww, I know how you feel! Just hang in there and try to be as relaxed as possible when those major exams come, alright, dear? ♥ And thanks, it's really good to be back! <33 *hugs super duper tight as well* Well, good luck with your exams and those last months of high school! :D

[identity profile] mist-ball.livejournal.com 2010-07-10 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Alright, dear~ I'll do my best! ♥ I wish that you could have a nice time too, cause you really deserve this looooooong break plus rest. All the best, I'm sure that your scores would be great! <333 *hugs* I so missed you, bb~ ♥