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HELLO, DREAMWIDTH! I'm really excited to be posting here for the first time. :D I've been meaning to write here for a long time, but some things prevented me from posting earlier...
So, first things first: hello to all the new people I friended on DW! ♥ I'm Chibi and this journal is mostly about fandoms and real life. I still don't have an official intro post, although I'm planning to make one soon. If you have accounts on other sites (such as twitter, tumblr, myanimelist, etc.) and if you want to add me there too, just let me know! :)
Okay, so. There's a lot of stuff I need to write, so this entry will be mostly bullet points so I don't get confused. Also, I'm going to divide real life updates and fandom updates. Here we go!
REAL LIFE
▶ University: I did okay on my exams. I missed one due to health issues, so I will have to retake that one in autumn, but I'm not too bothered about it. There's really nothing I can do at this point, except waiting for summer to be over and revise for it (again), so it's pointless to worry about it. It still bothers me a bit, but not as much as it did before. I guess the only small thing that bothers me is that the examiners actually considered my absence an "unauthorized absence", so it still counts as a fail, even though I didn't actually fail the exam, seeing as I wasn't there. I don't really blame the system - it's my fault for missing the exam in the first place, so. I just wish I hadn't missed the exam.
▶ But why did I miss the exam? Well, here come my health issues. This is only me speculating, as I didn't actually go to the doctor for it, but while I was revising for my last exam, the stress really got to me. I think it was a mix between stress, being homesick and generally feeling blah... I tried to revise, but I couldn't do it properly - instead I spent hours crying. Why? I don't know. I spent lots of time on my own (I genuinely couldn't bring myself to go downstairs and see Andrew's family), I really wanted to go home, the exams were stressing me out like hell, at some point I even started thinking that Andrew's family hated me... right now it's a bit of a blur when I think about it, I guess lots of bad feelings just collided all at once. In the middle of all this, I got the exam date wrong and it wasn't until it was too late that I found out I had missed the exam. I felt bad some more, because seriously, who gets the date of an exam wrong? (I can be a very self-loathing person and despite everything I was feeling, I still blamed myself for feeling bad, making myself feeling even worse in the process... yeah, not nice at all.) Andrew and his family were really worried about me and it wasn't until Andrew comforted me and hugged for a good couple of hours that I finally started to get better.
Right now I'm okay. I still can't fully understand why I started feeling like that all of a sudden - I guess all the stress just played some nasty tricks on me... I'm thinking of getting into meditation or something of the sort, so I don't get stressed out next year.
▶ All of this brings me to my next health issue: recently my stomach has been acting weird. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to be sick, but in the end I'm not. It's very weird and I hate it. It's been happening for a while now, maybe more than a couple of weeks, and I'm considering going to a doctor and see if anything can be done about it.
▶ I don't know exactly when I'm going back to Italy... before the end of June for sure. I feel kind of scared at the thought of going back, since there have been quite a few earthquakes recently... I know it sounds weird, but I'm just scared of earthquakes. But I am going back... at some point. XD;
Man, all rl updates seem to be very depressing... XD; But here come the happy fandom updates!
FANDOM
▶ I started watching Revenge. I'm at episode 2 now, but man, it's good. Needless to say, Emily/Amanda is my favourite character. I want to know what happened to her father so badly. I seriously need moar of this tv show.
▶ I went to see the Avengers some time ago. Needless to say, I liked it. ♥ Everyone was amazing, although we all know whomy eyes are set on my favourite actor is... RDJ. ♥♥♥ Also, seeing Tony and Pepper together made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. They're so lovely together, I can't even. ♥ I can't wait for Iron Man 3!
Also, now I have a massive crush on Loki. I seriously need to watch Thor now.
▶ Watching the Avengers has made me like some new ships, such as: Tony/Bruce, Thor/Loki and Tony/Loki (just sometimes). Plus, I'm guilty of shipping some crossover pairings with Loki... Right now my most favourite is Loki/Daenerys (from Game of Thrones). I mean. Those two. They look so pretty together, and they both have brothers and and and... AHH WHAT CAN I SAY, I HAVE WEIRD TASTES.pleasedon'tjudgeme
This video is what won me over and made me ship this pairing. It's all kinds of awesome.
▶ I have a new celebrity crush: Jesse Eisenberg. ♥ It's kind of a weird crush, because I've only heard of him and all I've watched that featured him was a short film (like, 20 minutes short film). I know all the movies he's in, but I haven't actually gotten around to watch them... yet. But I fully intend to! His interviews are also very nice to listen to... not to mention pretty funny! XD Hopefully I'll be able to wach The Social Network soon... even though you all know what I think of Facebook, lol!
▶ I played Final Fantasy XIII some more... now I'm at chapter 12. As I expected, I love all the characters. ♥ And I'm loving the gameplay.
▶ The Hobbit is supposed to come out this December. It's gonna be awesome. Awesome, I tell you.
▶ Gossip Girl season 5 ended a month ago or so. It was the worst season finale I've ever watched on television. I'll write my thoughts about it in the next post... I don't want to make this post longer than it already is. XD
Also, due to my new fandom obsessions(i.e. Loki/Daenerys) I've actually discovered the awesomeness that is Tumblr. I changed my username because I didn't like the one I had before, so if anyone wants to add me, I'm skywinged over there! :D My Tumblr is still quite empty, basically because I don't know what to put there and I feel embarrassed about reblogging other people's stuff... for now XD; I'm hopeless, I know
Well, that's all for now! Expect another update soon. :) Also, I might start a 30 days meme or something... just so I can update more. Until next time! :D
So, first things first: hello to all the new people I friended on DW! ♥ I'm Chibi and this journal is mostly about fandoms and real life. I still don't have an official intro post, although I'm planning to make one soon. If you have accounts on other sites (such as twitter, tumblr, myanimelist, etc.) and if you want to add me there too, just let me know! :)
Okay, so. There's a lot of stuff I need to write, so this entry will be mostly bullet points so I don't get confused. Also, I'm going to divide real life updates and fandom updates. Here we go!
REAL LIFE
▶ University: I did okay on my exams. I missed one due to health issues, so I will have to retake that one in autumn, but I'm not too bothered about it. There's really nothing I can do at this point, except waiting for summer to be over and revise for it (again), so it's pointless to worry about it. It still bothers me a bit, but not as much as it did before. I guess the only small thing that bothers me is that the examiners actually considered my absence an "unauthorized absence", so it still counts as a fail, even though I didn't actually fail the exam, seeing as I wasn't there. I don't really blame the system - it's my fault for missing the exam in the first place, so. I just wish I hadn't missed the exam.
▶ But why did I miss the exam? Well, here come my health issues. This is only me speculating, as I didn't actually go to the doctor for it, but while I was revising for my last exam, the stress really got to me. I think it was a mix between stress, being homesick and generally feeling blah... I tried to revise, but I couldn't do it properly - instead I spent hours crying. Why? I don't know. I spent lots of time on my own (I genuinely couldn't bring myself to go downstairs and see Andrew's family), I really wanted to go home, the exams were stressing me out like hell, at some point I even started thinking that Andrew's family hated me... right now it's a bit of a blur when I think about it, I guess lots of bad feelings just collided all at once. In the middle of all this, I got the exam date wrong and it wasn't until it was too late that I found out I had missed the exam. I felt bad some more, because seriously, who gets the date of an exam wrong? (I can be a very self-loathing person and despite everything I was feeling, I still blamed myself for feeling bad, making myself feeling even worse in the process... yeah, not nice at all.) Andrew and his family were really worried about me and it wasn't until Andrew comforted me and hugged for a good couple of hours that I finally started to get better.
Right now I'm okay. I still can't fully understand why I started feeling like that all of a sudden - I guess all the stress just played some nasty tricks on me... I'm thinking of getting into meditation or something of the sort, so I don't get stressed out next year.
▶ All of this brings me to my next health issue: recently my stomach has been acting weird. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to be sick, but in the end I'm not. It's very weird and I hate it. It's been happening for a while now, maybe more than a couple of weeks, and I'm considering going to a doctor and see if anything can be done about it.
▶ I don't know exactly when I'm going back to Italy... before the end of June for sure. I feel kind of scared at the thought of going back, since there have been quite a few earthquakes recently... I know it sounds weird, but I'm just scared of earthquakes. But I am going back... at some point. XD;
Man, all rl updates seem to be very depressing... XD; But here come the happy fandom updates!
FANDOM
▶ I started watching Revenge. I'm at episode 2 now, but man, it's good. Needless to say, Emily/Amanda is my favourite character. I want to know what happened to her father so badly. I seriously need moar of this tv show.
▶ I went to see the Avengers some time ago. Needless to say, I liked it. ♥ Everyone was amazing, although we all know who
Also, now I have a massive crush on Loki. I seriously need to watch Thor now.
▶ Watching the Avengers has made me like some new ships, such as: Tony/Bruce, Thor/Loki and Tony/Loki (just sometimes). Plus, I'm guilty of shipping some crossover pairings with Loki... Right now my most favourite is Loki/Daenerys (from Game of Thrones). I mean. Those two. They look so pretty together, and they both have brothers and and and... AHH WHAT CAN I SAY, I HAVE WEIRD TASTES.
This video is what won me over and made me ship this pairing. It's all kinds of awesome.
▶ I have a new celebrity crush: Jesse Eisenberg. ♥ It's kind of a weird crush, because I've only heard of him and all I've watched that featured him was a short film (like, 20 minutes short film). I know all the movies he's in, but I haven't actually gotten around to watch them... yet. But I fully intend to! His interviews are also very nice to listen to... not to mention pretty funny! XD Hopefully I'll be able to wach The Social Network soon... even though you all know what I think of Facebook, lol!
▶ I played Final Fantasy XIII some more... now I'm at chapter 12. As I expected, I love all the characters. ♥ And I'm loving the gameplay.
▶ The Hobbit is supposed to come out this December. It's gonna be awesome. Awesome, I tell you.
▶ Gossip Girl season 5 ended a month ago or so. It was the worst season finale I've ever watched on television. I'll write my thoughts about it in the next post... I don't want to make this post longer than it already is. XD
Also, due to my new fandom obsessions
Well, that's all for now! Expect another update soon. :) Also, I might start a 30 days meme or something... just so I can update more. Until next time! :D
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Wow!Hai già tantissime icone!Ma allora hai l'account a pagamento?=O
Btw,cosa più importante...come stai ora?é_è
Mi spiace sapere che sei stata poco bene e che tu abbia perso un esame per questo...però del resto sei già da ammirare per aver deciso di studiare all'estero,da sola,in una lingua straniera è normale se ora accusi un pò di fatica...spero che presto starai meglio e che il dottore ti possa dare dei buoni consigli,così da poter tornare in forma smagliante!! *hugs*
Parlando di fandom...
- Revenge è nella mia lista di serie TV da vedere,ora mi sto mettendo in pari con Doctor Who,ma più avanti potrei farci un pensierino!;D
- Avengers!!!!!!!!♥♥♥ Quando c'erano le scene con Tony e pepper ero tutta contenta!!!Sono troppo bellini assieme!!!♥♥♥ RDJ è stato FENOMENALE in questo film!!!Non vedo l'ora di vederlo in IM3!!!!!!*_________________*
Oh,vedo che Loki ha colpito ancora!XD In effetti è il mio preferito dei cattivi dei marvel's movie!**
...Ok,devo iniziare a vedermi la serie TV Game of Thrones!XD Ho letto i libri ma la serie TV non l'ho ancora iniziata!XD"
Ma visto chi c'è a fare Jon Snow lo farò presto!♥A me non dispiacciono le crossover pair,per cui non ti giudico affatto!XD- Uhm...non conosco Jesse Eisenberg...sorry!XD"
- *sigh* da quando lavoro non sono più la girl-game-player che ero un tempo!;_; Ma prima o poi ci giocherò a FF13!Promesso!!!!
- Ok,aspetto di leggere il rant sul finale di GG S5!XD
P.S:Leverage è finalmente nelle mie mani!Ho trovato solo la prima parte della prima serie,ma spero di trovare presto anche il seguito!**
P.S2: Ho visto il primo film della trilogia di batman con il tuo amato Christian Bale!XD Non è ai livelli di Iron man ma non era male!=)
Ti ho aggiunta su Tumblr,sono Torahime! Purtroppo io rebloggo solo...mea culpa!XD"
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Spero ti abituerai presto a DW! E grazie per continuare a commentare ogni mio post! ;w; ♥♥♥
Sì, ci ho pensato su e alla fine ho deciso di avere un account a pagamento su DW e lasciar "scadere" il mio account di LJ (tanto sono solo un paio di mesi)... e ne ho approfittato per avere anche più icone! XD;
sono irrecuperabile! XD;Ora sto meglio con lo stomaco, sono tornata in Italia più o meno 10 giorni fa, ho dovuto riabituarmi un po' al cibo e soprattutto al caldo assurdo che fa XD; però il mio stomaco sembra stare meglio, quindi per adesso sono tranquilla! :)
Grazie per le tue bellissime parole!! *hugs* ♥ ;w; Credo che anche il fatto che voglio rendere i miei genitori fieri di me abbia contribuito allo stress iniziale... La prossima volta vedrò di fare qualcosa per combattere lo stress! è_é
E per quanto riguarda i fandom:
- Ma sai che io ho iniziato a vedere Doctor Who anch'io?? *_* Purtroppo ho visto solo i primi 2/3 episodi col 9° dottore, quindi ne devo guardare ancora tantissimi XD; Però mi piace! **
- Concordo pienamente con te! *__* Al solo pensiero di vedere ancora Tony e Pepper insieme in IM3 mi sciolgo come neve al sole! *____*
Davvero hai letto i libri di Game of Thrones?? *_____* Io sto tentando di iniziare a leggere almeno il primo, ma sono così lunghi, credo che non ci riuscirò mai... XD;; E io adoro Jon Snow, insieme a Daenerys e Robb! **
- Aw, spero potrai giocare presto a FFXIII! Comunque, visti i tempi che corrono, direi che è fantastico che tu abbia trovato lavoro! **
- Temo che il mio rant su GG sarà piuttosto lungo... Purtroppo questo season finale mi ha decisamente delusa XD; Non ricordo a che episodio sei di GG, comunque la prima e la seconda stagione sono le migliori! <3
Che bello! *___* Appena riesci a dare un'occhiata a Leverage fammi sapere, sono proprio curiosa di sapere cosa ne pensi! *w*
Oh, come mi fa piacere sentire che hai visto Batman! ;w; A me il primo film piace, ma il secondo, The Dark Knight, è molto meglio! *_* E' molto dark e introspettivo, non so se è il tuo genere di film, ma io adoro quando fanno un film "serio" su un supereroe (ecco perché adoro tutti i film della Marvel! XD) e The Dark Knight mi ha fatto vedere Batman sotto una luce diversa! Se riesci a vedere anche quello in futuro, fammi sapere che ne pensi! *_*
Ahahah, tranquilla, mi sa che anch'io rebloggherò e basta! XD
Mi scuso ancora per il terribile ritardo con cui ti rispondo, la prossima volta ti risponderò prima! ;_;
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Figurati,a me fa piacere parlare con te!=3= ♥
Eh,il non voler deludere i genitori è sempre molto stressante...ci sono passata anch'io,quindi ti capisco...ma ora pensa a te stessa e a riprenderti!;D *hugs* Oh!Sei tornata a casa,eh?=D Immagino ti sentirai un pò stranita ora che ti eri così ben abituata fuori!XD
Ed ora...FANDOM!!XD
- OH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Hai iniziato DW?!?!*__* Non sai quanto questo mi renda felice!!!!!!♥ Le prime due serie sono molto belle,penso ti piaceranno quasi di sicuro!=D La terza è un pò sotto tono per me ma la quarta è FENOMENALE!!!!♥ Tranqui,prenditi tutto il tempo che vuoi per vederlo!XD
- Dopo "The Avengers" sono davvero curiosa di vedere che mi combineranno in IM3!!!*A*
Sì,ma solo i primi due!Devo comprarmi il terzo ancora!>_<'
Eh,i libri sono più particolareggiati della serie TV ed anch'io c'ho messo un pò a leggerli!XD Io adoro Jon e Robb!!*A* Mi piacciono anche Dany ed Arya!♥ Su Sansa sono indecisa per vari motivi...XD"
- Eh,spero di riuscirci poresto!*_* Awh,grazie mille,carissima!!!!>/////< ♥
- Nopro!Adoro i lunghi rant!;D Eh,purtroppo sono ancora alla prima ma mi sta piacendo sempre più!♥
Tra poco sarò in ferie e me lo guarderò Leverage e sarai la prima a sapere cosa ne penso!!!*--*
Ho sentito parlare molto bene del Cavaliere Oscuro e sono davvero curiosa di vederlo!=) Anche qui,sarai la prima a cui dirò cosa ne penso!;D
Ma no,ma figurati!!!So che sei super-mega-impegnata,quindi non farti problemi!Rispondi pure quando puoi! *hugs*
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Haha, sì, un po' stranita lo sono stata per i primi giorni, comunque ora mi sono abituata! XD
- Che bello, mi fa tanto piacere sentirlo! *___* Vedrò di darmi una mossa e finire almeno la prima serie, così possiamo fangirlare insieme! *__*
Direi che abbiamo gli stessi gusti per quanto riguarda Game of Thrones! ♥ Anch'io su Sansa sono molto indecisa XD; All'inizio della prima stagione la odiavo a causa del modo in cui si comportava, però durante la seconda stagione mi sembra che sia maturata un po'... Vedremo in futuro XD
Devo dire che adoro molto anche Catelyn e Ned, sia come personaggi che come coppia ♥
- Sono davvero felice di sapere che GG ti sta piacendo! ♥ Se senti il bisogno di fangirlare con qualcuno, io sono qui! *w*
Allora appena vedrai Leverage e/o il Cavaliere Oscuro, e se ti piaceranno e vorrai fangirlare, io sarò più che disponibile! *____* ♥
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you wouldn't be pregnant by any chance, now would you? :Ono subject
It's kind of funny, though, because you're not the first person to ask me this! XD I went to see a doctor around February because I had caught a stomach bug and the symptoms were very similar, so she asked me if I was pregnant, lol! XD
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But hey.
YOU HAVE TO WATCH THOR.
NOW.
DO IT.
DO IT!!!!
(I didn't know anything about Loki before The Avengers, either, but fell in love instantly, watched Thor, loved it just as much. I can't even. You've got to see it.)
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I REALLY, REALLY WANT TO WATCH IT! I'LL TRY TO DO IT ASAP. SOME OF THE FACES HE MAKES IN THAT MOVIE ARE JUST. SO. I CAN'T EVEN.
/is hypnotised by your Loki icon
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Loki is so brilliant. ;__; /wants to cry
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I hope that you'll get to see a doctor soon and find out what your stomach is up to. ;w; I understand that sometimes studies can stress one out to his/her maximum~ Been there (mine is pre-U though), done that. *hugs* D':
Anyhow, happy fandom time! :D
Avengers really took my heart away too! ♥ ♥ ♥ And RDJ was awesome~! >w< I love him too, but my most fav is JLR. xD Anyhow, I've gotta admit that Iron Man was so cool and I cried at the end of the movie when he brought the missile through the portal~ ;A; Thank goodness, he's back and better! <3 And Loki, yea. My cousin's been PERSUADING me to love Loki and I watched Thor just yesterday on HBO HD and awww... All I can say is it was plain awesomeness! ♥
Well well, I have Tumblr too, but I kinda go in and out of the Tumblr madness so unpredictably. xD I'm skytiara there and I've followed you, whee~ :D There are some Avenger goodies there too, if I'm not mistaken, yea, I just started recently as well. :3
It was nice reading your entry, whee~ :DDD
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Anyway, thanks for your kind words, dear! *hugs* My stomach is better now and I'm definitely looking into something to fight stress! :D
Ohhh, I'm so glad to see you loved Avengers, too! <33 I thought it was so sad when he was trying to call Pepper for the last time, but she didn't pick up the phone 'cause she was watching him on tv... But I knew he wasn't going to die - he's Tony Stark, he can't die! XD I really want to watch Thor soon, Loki looks so adorable in that movie! And the movie itself looks amazing, so I'm pretty sure I will like it :D
That's great! I've followed you there too! :D
Aw, thanks, dear! I can't wait to read your entries, too~ :D